u know… it gets kinda scary when u think bout commitment. past experience taught me those things..well,guess it isnt enuff. life is a lesson, u’ll learn it when ur through.
sigh..in love. this one lasts. 4eva. dont wanna repeat those mistakes i did in the past. i love her. =)
Ah.. Life as a student. All of the sweet times you spent with your friends, those tiring times you spent cramming up,struggling for exam. Lots of things to try and experience. Well,get your pen and papers ready coz this is your lucky day. Here’s Kei’s Guide To Student Life For Dummies.
First up. Student. Are you a student? Merely graduated from high school? Hardly passed ur exam? Flunked ur matriculation? Well worry no more. You are a student goddamnit. The government paid billions for your education. At least have the heart to grab that paper and read,you piece of shit. Bottom line here, no matter how dumb you are, just accept the fact that you are a student.
2ndly,it gets more interesting here. Well,when u’r a student,u’r privileged to hundreds of advantages others cant have. "What,Prof Kei?", u may ask.. Asshole,watch around you,billions of chicks waiting to be fucked. Show off some talents. Dont be afraid to speak in English. (geez i wonder why chicks alwayz dig for that) Explore ur talents. Be a bad boy. (Chicks dig that BIG TIME.)
Next up..be the badass jerk u’ve always wanted to be while scoring in exams at the same time. Fucker! Who says you cant be a straight A jackass? Scoring in exam and being a badass motherfucker are two different fucking things. Remember this,THERE IS NO SUCH THINGS AS "YOU MUST BE A GOOD STUDENT TO GET STRAIGHT A’s". Those pious religious nerds came up to you and say,dont do this,dont do that,well..FUCK’em all. you want to live "student’s life" to the fullest? Repeat after me.."Fuck those religious nerds."
How to be that kind of person? Well,lets start from the inside out.. your inner soul must be as dark as the pit of hell while at the same time as enlightened as the light of heaven. Wut’s that? herm.. be a cold-hearted person,it’s not wrong to be hmorous at times,but be as cool as you can. use your mind more rather than saying things aloud. reading can help,but do make sure that u read un"nerdy" pieces. that explains the dark soul part but what about the latter? well, to be a straight a student u must also be well enlightened. Clear ur mind. reah your soul when it comes to learning in class. it’s for your own good. remember that these things you learn will help you be somebody great in the future. be practical and think logical. and most importantly, watch others as if they are pests waiting to be crushed and disgraced. show’em wut u’ve got.
Hurm..when u r ready inside,lets spend some money to change that stupid look you pull. shithead,go spend that money on something worthy of your money. allright,this is a subjective matter. u may buy anything you want to make you look good and feel good bout yourself. whether it be the pop star look, urban look, punk rock style or even the goth look or whatsoever..its all up to you and make sure you feel good about it. once you’re all nice wrapped up in those shit,it’s time to do activities to fullfil our goal;Living as a student.
Ah.. here’s the best part. Do note that you must first cover all of the syllabus in ur studies so that you wont be that dumbass nutcracker people always look down at. stop being a loser,THEN can only you enjoy this shit. Allrighty, lets explore the greater high life has to offer. get a chick. preferrabily a fuck buddy. now you can decide whether u want to start smoke or not. it feels good. and it sickens you. choose. i’m just listing here things you may want to try in your life. next up,booze. yeah,here in malaysia,it’s so easy to buy booze. they did’nt even ask for ur id,rite? on the health side, just dont overdo it aite? and dont go drunking ur way around walking like an asshole. go to clubs,lounge,hang out at a friends party. this is where "friends" is an important factor. crack however is only for those who really wants to be as "wasted" as he or she wanted to be.
now that you’ve done those things..doors to heaven on earth will open up and greet u with a wide grin. guilty conscience arises? hehe, just do well in your exams and there’s nothing to be felt bad about. hey, it’s students life shithead! be as happy as u want. dont supress ur inner needs. feed ur lust and ur greed. just make sure u have the mind and the brains of a genius. who am i talking bout? YOU.
now let me introduce you to a type of people that i call "shits with power". ah ha.. dont mess with these people,however work your way around them,manipulate them and lastly, destroy them if you can. these are the people that grew up as nerds,geeks and bitches who didnt have a chance to be like us and busted their ass as hard as they can just to get in the position they are in now. i felt sorry for them BUT!! remember.. they have power. these includes the authorities..the deans.. the lecturers..even the guards.. persons with positions that can supress ur needs. be alert and cautious. no matter what you do be careful. pack up knowledges on law and break them in a clever way.
now that i’ve told you these..be a great person u’ve always want to be. all i’m saying here is dont supress ur needs. dont curb that feeling to enjoy a student’s life. just make sure that you can score well in your exams. there are tonnes of other activities for you to fill that blank in your heart. gigs,guitars,sex,nite out at places with yer friends,go to events,parties,laugh out with your friends..the keyword here is to follow your hearts need in a smart way. be reasonable. be liberal. open ur mind. just dont flunk your studies, dont do drugs(hell,even if you do, i dont care), dont get caught and ENJOY THIS LIFE. <Prof Kei on Learning Tips For Dummies>
Seems like my faith hath thrown itself towards the verge of destruction. for those that feels uneasy on my path of blasphemy..do fuck your own mum. heh. say.. a million thanx to those that actually read my blog. damn, i never knew anyone would really read it. more shockingly, u guys even gave me words of encouragement.. am i seeing things? haha.
well, here i am, back inside the damned sty of filth. being suspended had really made me open my eyes wide shut. heh, the last time i was suspended was during my high school years..back then it felt like a nice break for me from the freaking boring environment..but that was only for 1-2 weeks.. Last year was for A WHOLE YEAR!!. thank satan they shorten it to 1 sem.
right.. everything seems to fine for now. i’ve got no problem on getting up early for class now..HOWEVER, kalau da malas nak gi kelas tu.. malas la gak. hahaha. it kinda feels awkward hanging around with nu faces in my nu lecture. hehe, lil young kids whu hav no ideas on how life goes. well, u might say that i myself isnt worthy of saying that, but hell, i can say what the fuck i want, right?
herm.. skang ni da takde awek, takde flirt sesape..kinda felt all dark, cold and satanic up in my head. FELT DAMN GOOD. it gets easier for me to think in my subconcious mind on how to overpower someone else without them knowing it, how to manipulate people, and i even had "those voices" in my head that i used to have during my high school years. untuk member2 aku yang rapat mesti pnah dgr aku kate yang aku ni berfikir non stop 24 jam. walaupun aku ni bukannye pandai mane pun, tapi aku snang tangkap info depan aku sbb dalam kpale aku, 24-7 non stop kpale aku akan bekerja. the voice in my head wouldnt stop. not even for one second. some might even say that i’ve a got a split personality. serius tak tipu. ko ingat aku dgr lagu black metal kuat2 pakai headphone tu aku tgh layan banging tak tentu arah? bagi aku lagu camtu buat aku tenang. suare dalam kpale aku tu akan senyap bile dgr lagu camtu. time tu la aku akan berfikir with full control. tapi bagus jugak aku nyer subconcious mind tu. bile nak jawab exam, slalunyer voices tu yang slalu jwb. haha. belive it? your choice.. hehe.
em, aku nak kasik shoutout kat roomate2 aku 6 org.. len kali aku nak kasik shoutout kat member2 aku lak. tggu ar.
dir aka abang aku,aku arap pointer kite same2 akan meningkat. enjoy tu enjoy gak bro. pointer kna jage gak. baru la leh main game sampai pagi seari sblom exam ye tak? hehe. and lek ar..tak kemane nye carik bini time ni. keringkan sket ati tu. hehe.
fio aka metalkopa cam aku, hehe. kite kne buktikan diri kite ni bermakne fio. hehe, we’ve got sumthin to prove and it’s just a matter of time till we show them bastards who we really are. em.. bile nak open table? kekekekeke.
chong aka sir croc, whoa.. ni utk abg tough kite ni.. smoge berjaye ngan si die.. hihihi. pas ke aku pastu bleh? hahaha. *bukk!* "adeh.. hehe, lek ar chong. tak kunik ayam ar gini." *sakit kpale kna baling ngan chopstick*
remy aka umidavala, hihi.. keje ko awek, menari, awek, menari, makan, isap okok, men gem.. eh? mane "gi kelas"? hihihii.
sasuan aka confused, dude..it’s all up to you man.. i’ve got nuthing against your type and anyway, u seemed like a very nice person to me. just dont let ppl took advantage ocer your kindness aite?
lastly untuk abdullah aka dolly. em… em… em… no comment.
hehe, dammit.. life wasted as i went on breathing.. death gotta b ez since livin is hard. how long am i gonna b this way? kantoi spm, kantoi matrik.. skang plak kna gantung uitm. tak gune aku lompat kelas mase darjah 3 dlu.. elok2 save setahun, dah bazir 3 tahun lak skang. masuk mrsm terendak pastu dapat gi mrsm taiping,spm takde le bagus mane pun. ai… gotta change my attitude i guess.. makin lame idop makin trok.. dulu try isap okok, tros lekat sampai skang sampai dapat title naga walau mane pun aku pegi.. pastu try minum plak.. lekat sampai kantoi kat uitm tu la. alhamdulillah skang dah berenti minum. ganja pun da stat.. elok2 da benti aritu time gi debat kat uitm trg bleh main balik plak.. skang aku da tak nak uat la menda2 ni… cian mak aku nanggung aku macam takde pekdah je. hope there still exists an adequate amount of hope for me.. given a chance, i’d repent all of my sins..
Strike two.. one more and you’re out.. yes… i flunked my matriculation and met my 2nd failure in life (after spm).. pening2… where the hell am i heading to? get a grip!!! i’m losing it.. huahahahaha. nak gile beb!!!
All… day… i… dream.. about…. sex…
Sebut sahaja tentang perjuangan mengekalkan ketuanan melayu, semua orang tegak berdiri,lantang memberikan pendapat masing2… tetapi tak ramai yang benar2 faham dan benar2 berusaha.. Ingatlah sahabat2ku… suara yang lantang tanpa usaha umpama suara kambing tanpa daging kambing untuk dimakan.. ketawalah dalam duka, sindir sinis tenang bersahaja.. itulah resmi orang kita.
GLASYALABOLAS aka CAACRINOLAAS, CAASIMOLA
He knows all ancient wisdom and occult secrets. He teaches all sciences and can cause murder and death. He can make one invisible and incites bloodshed. He can predict the future; discern the past and present. He can cause love of friends and enemies.
When people think of Christianity, Islam, Judaism, and many other religions, they have at least a general idea of what the religion involves. "Satanism" is an exception. In North America, many people use it as a general-purpose religious "snarl" word. Others consider a wide variety of beliefs and practices as Satanism:
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Satanists are followers of a Satanic religion: Most religious historians, mainline Christians, liberal Christians, etc., view Satanism as Satanists themselves do: as a very small religious group that is unrelated to any other faith, and whose members feel free to satisfy their urges responsibly, exhibit kindness to their friends, and attack their enemies. There are perhaps ten thousand Satanists in North America. By far the largest Satanic organization is the Church of Satan. Accurate membership numbers are quite impossible to estimate. |
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Satanists are followers of a religion other than Conservative Christianity: Conservative Christians generally believe that there are only two powerful supernatural forces in the world: their God and Satan. A few of them believe that if a person does not worship their God and hold their beliefs, then they must be worshiping Satan. The latter are, by definition, Satanists. Thus, they view all religions different from their own to be are forms of Satanism. This would include established world religions from Buddhism to Zoroastrianism, and might even include liberal and some mainline Christians. Satanists would then make up in excess of 90% of the world’s population — i.e. everyone who is not a conservative Christian. Using this definition, the term "Satanism" becomes almost meaningless. |
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All non-Christians are Satanists: Some feel that all non-Christian religions are forms of Satanism. This would imply that all Buddhists, Hindus, Muslims - in fact about 67% of the world’s population are Satanists. |
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Non-Abrahamics are Satanists: Others feel that all religions other than the three Abrahamic religions Judaism, Christianity and Islam, are inspired by Satan and are thus a form of Satanism. By this reasoning, about 45% of the people of the world are Satanists. |
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Followers of certain small religions are Satanists: Still others feel that the major world religions are not Satanism. However, they view a wide variety of unrelated religions and practices (such as Santeria, Vodun, other Caribbean religions, New Age, Druidism, Wicca, other Neopagan religions and religious Satanism) to be various forms of Satanism. They often include some non-religious groups and activities — as varied as the Masonic order, the Occult, astrology, and tarot card reading — within their definition of Satanism. There would be millions of Satanists in North America by this definition. |
Describing Buddhists, Druids, Hindus, Jews, New Agers, Santerians, Taoists, Masons, Wiccans and other Neopagans, followers of Vodun, etc. as Satanists creates massive confusion in the minds of the public. None of these religions and spiritual paths teach the existence of an all-evil quasi-deity, similar to the all-evil, quasi-deity "Satan" that Christian and Islam have traditionally taught.
jesus sucks big time and it is clear that the end is near… follow me in my new fight for freedom. lets liberate our mind and focus on victory. rise my friends, to a new era of satanism… hehehehhehehe.
