My Death Note…

Seems like my faith hath thrown itself towards the verge of destruction. for those that feels uneasy on my path of blasphemy..do fuck your own mum. heh. say.. a million thanx to those that actually read my blog. damn, i never knew anyone would really read it. more shockingly, u guys even gave me words of encouragement.. am i seeing things? haha.

well, here i am, back inside the damned sty of filth. being suspended had really made me open my eyes wide shut. heh, the last time i was suspended was during my high school years..back then it felt like a nice break for me from the freaking boring environment..but that was only for 1-2 weeks.. Last year was for A WHOLE YEAR!!. thank satan they shorten it to 1 sem.

right.. everything seems to fine for now. i’ve got no problem on getting up early for class now..HOWEVER, kalau da malas nak gi kelas tu.. malas la gak. hahaha. it kinda feels awkward hanging around with nu faces in my nu lecture. hehe, lil young kids whu hav no ideas on how life goes. well, u might say that i myself isnt worthy of saying that, but hell, i can say what the fuck i want, right?

herm.. skang ni da takde awek, takde flirt sesape..kinda felt all dark, cold and satanic up in my head. FELT DAMN GOOD. it gets easier for me to think in my subconcious mind on how to overpower someone else without them knowing it, how to manipulate people, and i even had "those voices" in my head that i used to have during my high school years. untuk member2 aku yang rapat mesti pnah dgr aku kate yang aku ni berfikir non stop 24 jam. walaupun aku ni bukannye pandai mane pun, tapi aku snang tangkap info depan aku sbb dalam kpale aku, 24-7 non stop kpale aku akan bekerja. the voice in my head wouldnt stop. not even for one second. some might even say that i’ve a got a split personality. serius tak tipu. ko ingat aku dgr lagu black metal kuat2 pakai headphone tu aku tgh layan banging tak tentu arah? bagi aku lagu camtu buat aku tenang. suare dalam kpale aku tu akan senyap bile dgr lagu camtu. time tu la aku akan berfikir with full control. tapi bagus jugak aku nyer subconcious mind tu. bile nak jawab exam, slalunyer voices tu yang slalu jwb. haha. belive it? your choice.. hehe.

em, aku nak kasik shoutout kat roomate2 aku 6 org.. len kali aku nak kasik shoutout kat member2 aku lak. tggu ar.

dir aka abang aku,aku arap pointer kite same2 akan meningkat. enjoy tu enjoy gak bro. pointer kna jage gak. baru la leh main game sampai pagi seari sblom exam ye tak? hehe. and lek ar..tak kemane nye carik bini time ni. keringkan sket ati tu. hehe.

fio aka metalkopa cam aku, hehe. kite kne buktikan diri kite ni bermakne fio. hehe, we’ve got sumthin to prove and it’s just a matter of time till we show them bastards who we really are. em.. bile nak open table? kekekekeke.

chong aka sir croc, whoa.. ni utk abg tough kite ni.. smoge berjaye ngan si die.. hihihi. pas ke aku pastu bleh? hahaha. *bukk!* "adeh.. hehe, lek ar chong. tak kunik ayam ar gini." *sakit kpale kna baling ngan chopstick*

remy aka umidavala, hihi.. keje ko awek, menari, awek, menari, makan, isap okok, men gem.. eh? mane "gi kelas"? hihihii.

sasuan aka confused, dude..it’s all up to you man.. i’ve got nuthing against your type and anyway, u seemed like a very nice person to me. just dont let ppl took advantage ocer your kindness aite?

lastly untuk abdullah aka dolly. em… em… em… no comment.